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Double LLong - Triple SSSweet



Would you mind

If your Wish

Is about a broken

Sleeping vampire

Once awoken...

The one that suck

On your sweetness


That feeds on your loneliness

That feasts on your kindness


Imagine too powerful hands

Holding you in your dream

Teeth hungrily biting

Your gentle calves

Fingers squeezing

Your lower thighs

Crawling higher

Higher


Drinking your teardrops

When you realize

The Truth


Your wiggling

Your sweat

Your juicy droplets

Your lonely cries

Your pining breaths

And...

Incomprehensible moon-whispers

Make him only more thirsty


And nothing hurts you

All forgotten in the past

Where it belongs indeed

Where it will stay


And your mind thinks

For a moment

Am I giving?

Or it is given?

Or...is this...


"Oh my God...oooh..."


Although...


How many hours before

"Enough is enough!"

You'd scream


But the vampire

Is too eager


Too late for a escape now

You fear


And you try and you try

But you have no more


"I can't take it any more ahh"

You mouth betrays...

Trying to release yourself

From this invisible grip

In your mind

With your legs and arms

Springing in trembling contractions

Making almost X's


Still in a strangest fever

Somehow...

You manage to get to it...

You reach for it!


So you pour down...

Into your own internal desert

Big bottle of refreshing water

That was standing

On a bedside table


Bottom up

Like....nothing!


And you fall asleep again

The second your head in a free drop

Thumps the pillow


So

Empty

Thirsty

Sweaty


Bewildered


Skin full of tiny little shiny pearls

Like dew on a very cold bottle

In a very hot summer time


But the vampire is still enjoying

Having the After Party

In your dream inside of your dream


Is this really what you want?

To wake up a vampire?

In your dreams?


Swallow

Your Wish

It's just...

'The most important thought

On your mind from your lonely past'

And s s s saliva

...

Swallow!


You don't want to even try to make him happy


Jolly good ride


You don't want to even try to make him happy


Rather hide


Do not even imagine to try!


Don't bite the lip

Don't put your finger on them

Don't wet the tip


St-ay aw-ay!


Stop pinching the edge

Of Silk Reality


Stop teasing

Stop pleasing


Are you out of your right mind!?

Stop making high pitched screams

How you want to help


Disturbing him in his sleep


It can be heard

Across too many miles

Beware the dark corners

The walls have ears

Be shush!


Dime the Torch

You'll awaken him


...

...

...

Seriously...

Can't you See

The Universe is spinning

The dust

Around the Dot


Somewhere here

Around us all...


Can't you Feel

The Energy Fields

Whirling, Raging, Mixing like Wild!?


Manifesting Something?

Beyond Comprehension?

Something Big?

Someone small?

Even...

...

Reborn?

...

...

...

...

There is no need to

Trouble your beautiful head

About it...

Let these curious thoughts

Slowly fade away

In the back room

Of your mind


Sleep now

Squeeze your pillow tightly

Simply

Calm Your body


...Slightly tighter

Forget the insatiable vampire...

Forget yesterday's pains

Tighter!

Allow yourself to be Happy


You are not in a rush

Sleeping is

Like being in a

Slow calmly slow rain

Please hold it as tightly as you can


Squeeze it in a long

Caring pulsing hugs

As long as it takes

Like...

Like you want to

Keep it really, really safe


(And don't you?)


It is Okay to

Release the emotion

Into the pillow

If your senses get over-keen

Bit before the edge of Dawn arrives

Quietly

Gently

Like a L L-ady

Ohh...

Your Soul deserves to be Happy

Nothing less

Than a Free Smile

Penny in a Well

Bite of Chocolate

...

Let Love Surround You

Like a most beautiful cloud


***

***

Shhh

Close your eyes

Let it feel like

A Healing Kiss

You once sent on a journey

Who went missing

And came back

To You

Unexpectedly


To Thank You

As soon as he knew

Who sent it

***

***


Maybe you really made him Happy??


Who knows?


Who can tell?


Although you probably

Never really believed

It would ever happen

Without you ever telling him

Because...

How would that ever be possible?

How would he know...?

Planet is so Huge!


But what if...


What If...

Intentions Of A Good Heart

Could Always Find Their Way

No Matter How Far Or Impossible?


Imagine that!?


It finally somehow

Came back to you

But...it's just...that it is...


Oh how should I say it...

I don't know...

It feels...


I imagine...

Kind of...

...

At least...


Double LLong

Triple SSSweet

Than the one that you sent out

And forgot about


Like...


You've never ever before been

Misunderstood

Or put all your money & hopes

On red less than three


Even the guy is younger

Than what you envisioned

Him to be...


Hm...

...

...

...

Funny...

That Magic, isn't it?

;-)


(Maybe I will update this)

(Written 2.7.2022 – 12.7.2022)


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